Monday, November 1, 2010

Hope...Finally!

For the past eight years I have danced around with hope, chatted noncommitally, we even went out for coffee a couple of times, but never have I dared to invite hope into my home and especially into my heart when it came to Hubby and I ever having a child of our own.

This past week our lives took a dramatic shift.

It started with our intense determination to move into a larger apartment with our own washer and dryer. Both of us were fed up with lugging our laundry down to the laundry room every week and we were feeling a bit cramped and frustrated in our tiny one bedroom.

Within moments of handing over our deposit on a beautiful new home (that we will spend the holidays moving in to yay!) the thought occurred to both of us that we now had the space for a child without the child. This is the very reason we never moved from our one bedroom. We both sadly shrugged and my wheels started turning (Prayers also began flooding out of my heart).

After many conversations, a visit through some wonderful websites, an amazing book, and those said prayers, a miracle happened and we have both agreed that it was time to start down the path to bring our child home. Our journey I believe will not be typical, but few journeys are.

I am excited, overjoyed, anxious, hopeful, and scared to death! We are only just beginning our journey, but I can't wait to have things to share as the months progress. I need all of the advice I can get. We are hoping to adopt through the foster system. As it stands right now, we are looking at a school aged child. I would like to hear from anyone who has knowledge of this process.

Up to this point we have always considered international adoption and we focused our information gathering on there. As it is, we are a bit clueless....

And we couldn't be more excited!

6 comments:

Kristin said...

Oh hon, I am so excited for you. I hope your adoption journey is smooth and quick.

Denver Laura said...

Here from LFCA.

We just got our first foster kid last Friday. I'm still new to the process, but the "getting there" part is still fresh in my mind. You can check our my blog or pm me if you have questions. The biggest thing is that you'll need a support network in place before you get a placement. GL!

cowgirltn said...

Good luck on your journey. I am hopefull that some day DH and I can adopt or foster too.

Amanda said...

I don't know anything about the foster system but I wish you luck! I'm sure your child is just waiting to join you in your home.

Erika said...

I don't know anything about it, but am excited to follow your journey, as I'm sure it will be something my DH and I do down the road.

Good luck! Congrats on the new place too!

The Lynchs said...

Congrats! That's such wonderful news!! I hope everything moves super quickly!!!