Bad Timing

Life is so frustrating! If anyone "up there" is reading, gimme a break! I mean seriously! Every single time we get our groove going again and jump on the wagon to try try again, life kicks us down. I'm almost at a point of just giving up.

AF is still missing. My cycles just don't want to do what they should. I was going to call this past Monday to get doc to sign off on some Provera and round 2 of Clomid but life threw a curve ball. Hubby is looking for another job right now. I guess it would be horribly irresponsible of me to keep us going when hubby is without a job. I'm beyond frustrated! Why can't things just go the right way for once?

On top of all this frustration, school starts Tuesday, so life is hectic. I have been helping Mom and all the other kindergarten teachers ready their rooms. I don't get paid for this, but how can you say no to your mom's plea for help? I will officially start back when the kids do on Tuesday though. This means that I really need to get my house back together and bunker down for the long year!

The summer is so nice because I am at home and have enough spare time to allow things to relax a bit with organization and planning meals and such. Won't be the case when I'm back at work. Darn! I'm hoping my meal planning will stay on target and I can keep preparing ahead. It won't be too bad either way.

I want to apologize in advance. The first couple of weeks at school are really hectic and it takes a while for them to get my schedule situated and plan which teachers get what as far as assistance and reading time. I usually come home in the afternoons exhausted with my head spinning from all the schedules and plans and such. Posting is one of the last things on my list of priorities for a bit and may end up being a bit spotty. I hope not, but if it does, I apologize. It will only be temporary. I promise!

I'm bummed that summer is coming to an end. Soon the pool will close and cold weather will loom in the horizon. I dread the short days! I can't wait for football though! Hopefully hubby will be back on track in the next day or so and I can focus my stress and attention on the AP poll for the fall!

Hubby has an iterview on Tuesday. Any prayers, thoughts, crossed fingers and toes, would be greatly appreciated! If he can get this job on Tuesday, we won't feel a pinch very much at all. If he doesn't get it, things are going to hurt very bad very quickly!