Already?

I can't believe the luck. I was just about to sit down for a few moments with my brain and all of these crazy emotions I've been having lately (thanks clomid) and I thouhght about my first post. I wondered to myself when the first one began and to my surprise it was exactly one year ago today! How cool is that?



I would love to be able to write about "Then vs Now" but I'm just not feelin it. My first posts were in no way my first dealings with our journey for a child and they obviously weren't the last. I will have to say, that looking back I had more hope and looked forward to a happy ending with fewer clouds blotting out the dream. I know more now and I understand my body better. I have acknowledged that there is a possibility I may never have a child biologically and I think I have come to terms with the ickiness that is infertility.



There is one thing that has changed. It has given me a ray of sunshine and a warm, cushioned place for the painful parts of my journey. You. You all have meant so much to me and I feel like I have an amazing support group that I can go to and complain about the silliest or darkest times. We can laugh and cry and shout together.The happier times are happier and the dark times aren't so dark. I love you all and I thank you for being with me and Hubby through this. I am thankful for the opportunity to share in your lives as well through your blogs and experiences.